Confession #11

This thought wondered in my mind while I was at church this morning.

Firstly, I’m the type of person who believes that everything happens for a reason. That we should always look on the bright side. To never give up and try your best to achieve what you want in life.

I’ve made horrible mistakes in my life. I’ve hurt people psychically and mentally. I’ve judged people and brought them down. I’ve made people cry. And I’ve lost people who were close to me because of my actions. But I’ll be honest, I don’t regret any of my actions and decisions because I believe everything happens for a reason and my actions and decisions have made me the person who I am now. I’ve learnt to be kind, caring, honest, thankful, responsible, respectful, loyal, selfless, giving and strong. My mistakes have made me a better person. I’m starting to make good choices in my life. I’ve helped people through their problems. I don’t judge people so easily. I make people laugh and smile. And I’ve grown fairly close to some amazing people. I do not regret my horrible mistakes because I wouldn’t be the person I am right now. Regrets only bring you down anyways. Look on the bright and be happy with what you have and who you have with you by your side.

I want to go on a late night adventure with someone.

(via mmmm-nathan)

Confession #10

I do so much for you, it really is a shame that you don’t see or notice at all. Sometimes I wish you would treat me the same as how you treat others. I want you to call me randomly just to chat and ask about my day. I want you to wait with me after school until I go home. I want you to treat me out. I want you to invite me to places. I want to spend time with you. I want you to come over to my house, just to hang out. I want you to notice me. I want you just to treat me the same.

We’re drifting.

jerawrmy:

I’m trying to bring us back together, but how can I ? When all my efforts are for nothing. I want to be happy with you. Please, help me. I miss how things used to be.